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Created on 2006-02-27 16:41:55 (#9636154), last updated 2008-01-14
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Basic Info| Name: | crazyluv4mcr |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 1973-07-15 |
| Location: | Paragould, Arkansas, United States |
| Website: | MCR Addiction Central |
BioWell, Im 34 yrs old and I live in Ar. I've been married for twelve years.
I went to collage for 2 years and got two degrees. But i really haven't used them yet.
I think being a grown up scares me. They tell me I'm grown but for some reason , unless they are just like me, i don't get along with people my own age.
When i was in college i met a woman that sat right next to me and she always thought i was strange. But she told me she has a 17 year old daughter, and i act just like her.
I took that as a compliment, but I don't think she meant it that way .. haha
My world revolves around a band. I cant help it. Some people tell me I shouldn't be like that but I needed something to keep me sane. You see, I don't like my life. I messed it up a long time ago. Then i gave up. I married someone that i don't love and i settled. I've lost to many people in my life to be able to breath.
Most of them i lost to death. Some just because i never really had them anyway. But because of all of that I needed something to care about, something to make me smile, something to feel less alone. Finally, I found it.
It was Christmas Eve 2004 and i had lost the love of my life to a drug. I had given him an ultimatum about it and he finally broke up with me saying
"I hate that I hurt you, and this is the way I am, You're better off without me, I'll just bring you down with me."
What he didn't realize is that I loved him so much, I would have been happy to be dragged down, as long as I was with him. So it felt like my world was ending and i drove to my best friends house which was 30 miles away and the roads were iced over so i had to go 20 MPH.
I was listening to the radio and a song came on. It was "All I want for Christmas is you"
But instead of messing me up, it made me smile. And all I could think was,"Who the fuck is that?"
It turned out to be "My Chemical Romance" and I researched them. I found that I love ALL of their songs and have loved them ever sense.
I do care about them, with all of my heart.
They do make me feel less alone, They do make me smile.
And even tho they never really saved my life, they made me feel better about the one i have.
I am grateful to them for being who they are and i don't think i would still be sane if it weren't for being able to keep them in my pocket. (MP3 player)
So yea. thats me save a few details that are personal.
If you read that.. well.. then.... thanks... Hope to talk to you soon :D
I went to collage for 2 years and got two degrees. But i really haven't used them yet.
I think being a grown up scares me. They tell me I'm grown but for some reason , unless they are just like me, i don't get along with people my own age.
When i was in college i met a woman that sat right next to me and she always thought i was strange. But she told me she has a 17 year old daughter, and i act just like her.
I took that as a compliment, but I don't think she meant it that way .. haha
My world revolves around a band. I cant help it. Some people tell me I shouldn't be like that but I needed something to keep me sane. You see, I don't like my life. I messed it up a long time ago. Then i gave up. I married someone that i don't love and i settled. I've lost to many people in my life to be able to breath.
Most of them i lost to death. Some just because i never really had them anyway. But because of all of that I needed something to care about, something to make me smile, something to feel less alone. Finally, I found it.
It was Christmas Eve 2004 and i had lost the love of my life to a drug. I had given him an ultimatum about it and he finally broke up with me saying
"I hate that I hurt you, and this is the way I am, You're better off without me, I'll just bring you down with me."
What he didn't realize is that I loved him so much, I would have been happy to be dragged down, as long as I was with him. So it felt like my world was ending and i drove to my best friends house which was 30 miles away and the roads were iced over so i had to go 20 MPH.
I was listening to the radio and a song came on. It was "All I want for Christmas is you"
But instead of messing me up, it made me smile. And all I could think was,"Who the fuck is that?"
It turned out to be "My Chemical Romance" and I researched them. I found that I love ALL of their songs and have loved them ever sense.
I do care about them, with all of my heart.
They do make me feel less alone, They do make me smile.
And even tho they never really saved my life, they made me feel better about the one i have.
I am grateful to them for being who they are and i don't think i would still be sane if it weren't for being able to keep them in my pocket. (MP3 player)
So yea. thats me save a few details that are personal.
If you read that.. well.. then.... thanks... Hope to talk to you soon :D
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